"Nice"

Often I wonder what it would have been like if I turned out differently, if I weren't such a "nice guy". There comes these times where we do things, nice things, and they do not pay off or they backfire completely and you just end up thinking "Wow, I shouldn't have been nice" or "man, why do I even bother trying to do nice things".

I tend to have these moments a lot, Ive seen quite a few jackasses in my day get by just fine without the letdown of doing good things or being generally kind, so why not be this way. Then I start thinking of people like this and how abominable they are, its just not in my coding to be malign. Im learning more and more to be who I am no matter how unjust the results. Being true to yourself its the most important thing, take what you can from any situation, learn from it and grow it from it.

“Every man, at the bottom of his heart, wants to do right. But only he can do right who knows right; only he knows right who thinks right; only he thinks right who believes right.”