Yet Another Interview

Today I had another interview with Wal-Mart at 10am, unlike the last 4 interviews with them this one was for frozen/deli stocking. The interview went alright and I was told if I didn't hear back by Wednesday then I wouldn't. I always hate the interview process even though I feel like they all go good, I'm always left to wonder, in the past 6 months there's been five interviews with Wal-Mart, one interview with Target and one interview with Meijers. Id say all went well, but what do I really know?

The year started off on a really good note, I was extremely optimistic, remember? Yeah now my optimism has died considerably and in the last month or so a series of really bad events transpired and even though I have applications out at everyplace I can think of, I still do not have a job.,My desire for college has also taken a hit as it and many other things, have almost fallen off my priority list.

But fingers crossed for that call back

March!

Its my month, the month everything changes, because it has to, the month I finally take everything into my own hands, the month I take complete control, absolutely no regrets.

I promise to myself, I will no longer let me down, I'm the strongest person I know, time to put my power to use.

Book's

Last week I finally got my Kindle I'm the mail and promptly bought my first eBook, Steven King's "The Long Walk". I'm only five chapters in, as I have only started to actually read it yesterday, its awesome what books can do to the imagination. When I read its like a movie playing out in my head I visualized everything to pretty good detail, I like waiting for whats coming around the next corner of the book its interesting, its not the chilling horror I was hoping but it has a very intriguing, eerie darkness to it that makes it, its own.

I cant wait to get started on the second book I purchased, Lorena McCourtney's "Invisible", but thats much later, as according to my Kindle I'm only 35% into the current book I'm reading. The Lorena book is more of a humorous mystery, the current book horror. These are just the first two fields I cant wait to dive into the other genres in time.

Gone Too Far

It really disturbs me how certain people don't know how far too far is, I recently had an encounter with a subject that shall remain nameless but the joke was out of line, no it wasn't racist , homophobic or political, none of those things bother me in the slightest but the joke was overwhelmingly unmoral. I was taken pretty far back, the joke was just sick and out of line. Its crazy how the process of thinking can vary from individual to individual.

Morale

Its hard looking on the bright side when theres so much doom and gloom around. Since the new year Ive been trying to keep my head up and look forward and beyond but it gets hard when people choose to be stupid and get little attitudes cause they had to do one thing for you, or seeing how $$$ can change a personality or people do stupid destructive things like complaining about shit they don't have when they could have had it if only they weren't stupid. I'm done caring about family nepotism and it really bothers me how certain people in my family feel the need to give advice when their really in no position to give it.

What goes around comes around, treat those how you want to be treated etc, etc. I'm so sick of being around all this negativity and drama and general bad news. I'm just fed up, they say misery enjoys company, I have to start making more serious changes if I want to not get buried in all of this. The ship is sinking, I got to put on a life jacket. So much I want for myself, Ive got to work harder, leaving family behind seems to be the only way I will be able to do this, Im done caring about family nepotism  too I cant let their things defeat me.

“My mind tells me to give up, but my heart won't let me.”

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A quiet day nothing all really happened, it was just a very chill day sitting back watching 30 Rock on Netflix, it does bother me that Tracie Morgan has such a key role and the fact that he could double as Whoopi Goldberg's twin Brother is disturbing but I digress

Tomorrow is going to be the Snow Apocalypse so its likely to be an unproductive day. More Netflix and 30 Rock! Meanwhile I need to revamp Operation Gut-2-Cut, its a resounding flop, for now. By weeks end, Ill have reinvented the routine into an affective plan. 

"That perfect tranquility of life, which is nowhere to be found but in retreat, a faithful friend and a good library and of course, Netflix”

Daily blog quota

Its always great to have friends who you can just be yourself with. I find that I am lucky to have the friends I have, we've known each other for a decade and we've got the weirdest funniest most odd stories, we're kind of an odd bunch but we are who we are. We're not adrenaline junkies or athletes we're just chill mello yello type people who like games and technology. You can't ask for a better group of friends.

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